So I'm sitting here at work on my lunch and I was just looking on some news websites about the whole Virgina Tech thing and I think its terrible. Seriously why do people do that kind of stuff? Who would want to take innocent people and kill them for NO REASON! If anything, I can see (as mike says) people quoting Boondock Saints and knockin off murderers and rapists and people that messed up their chance to live in this world but INNOCENT people... come on!

Yah!! Thats me ranting about that one.

STUPID PEOPLE UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Does anyone in my friends list know how to draw??

lol

I need some good movies to watch.

Any suggestions?

and I mean really good movies!!!!!!

How the hell have you all been?

I'm on break at lunch and I realized that LJ is the only thing I can go on to talk to people... lol. So I guess I'm going to use this more often (yeah its what I always say)

But seriously... How have you been? Comment back

I just wanted to say I'm back and I'm going to update more... I made a promise to myself... lol

:)

Does anyone on here watch niptuck???

So yeah, I thought I would finally update this shit since I am never on here!! lol

I'm not quite sure where I left off. If I didn't mention, Jeremy and I broke up. Long story but we remained friends which is awesome. I met this guy Mike who I am seriously in love with. :)

Hey... Anyone who reads this... Whats up w/this new scrapbook stuff? I went to add pics but it says my account was in the process of deletion because I havent used it in a long ass time... WTF!!!

ASSES!!

haha <3

I want to throw up. I just have this really shitty feeling and I'm not even sick. I'm not exactly sure what it's from but I definatly hate this feeling. I kinda wish I was a heartless person at times and have this "I don't care about anything" attitude. It would possibly help my life out! Someone I know says they don't let themselves care about things they can't control and seriously I wish it was that easy. I can't control people and I can't control what they do. Ugh. I just want to sleep this off :(

Basics
Name: My name is Stephanie
Age: I'm 22.
Location: I live in Connecticut.
Grade/Year in School: Graduated 2000.

Favorites
1 band: Staind ♥ (Its not really)
1 movie: Half Baked (I cant choose)
1 actor/actress: Angelina Jolie

What is the meanest thing you've ever done? I've never done anything really that mean, but. The past year or so, I have done some pretty bitchy and low things that I sorta regret. It's kinda so bad that I don't even want to type it :(


--Now, tell us why these people suck--

Your best friend: She really, actually doesn't suck. But if I seemingly don't meet her demands she gets all prissy and mad, or get an attitude with me. Its not too enlighting. But I get over it.

Your worst enemy: Oh jesus christ, How I can run with this one!! They are fucked up, they only care about themselves, they have more problems than a guest on Oprah. They will be the first person to make a negative comment and they always complain about other people when they really should look in the fucking mirror. Done!

Your teacher: Oh my god, In highschool my math teacher was a fucking asshole. He failed me so I had to go to summer school, God damn asshole.
I could't even graduate with my class, I had to go back in the middle of the summer to get my diploma. FUCK!!

Your current boyfriend or girlfriend or Ex: Hmm, I think the ex part is more entertaining.... My ex is a complete fucking asshole. He treats me like complete shit and there I was, Sitting there taking it. Why? Beats the hell out of me. He dosen't give two shits about anything unless its all about him. He cannot forgive and forget... No matter what, He's always going to hold a grudge against me also hes way to afraid what everyone else thinks, God forbid.

--Getting to know you--
What makes you different from anybody else you know? I'm diffrent from people because I'm me. I don't try to be someone else. If you dont like me, don't talk to me. Its that simple.

List one experience in your life that you believe has shaped you into the person you are today: Loosing someone I loved. You never really learn about yourself until you loose something you once had. It makes you realize how much life is precious and you should be thankful to live it. Granted Ive wanted to kill myself when I was younger BUT that was then, Now I just learn from my mistakes.

If you had to describe yourself in just one word, what would it be? Complicated.

What is one thing you would like to see changed about the world before you die? I would like to see that people didn't automaticlly assume things of other people and judge them because of race, color, size or whatever but that will never fucking happen.

What the hell... lol I just made this suprisingly long update and I went to submit it and I curiously looked at the TAG button and now I have to type it all again :(

Oooh man.. lol

Okay so I'm bored and someone isn't iming me back so I'm going to fill this out cause I know that person likes reading my stuff... lol. Which I should make this huge long post about them and say how much they suck... But I won't.

1. What is your middle name? *Ann


2. What color underwear are you wearing now? *Black and Pink

3. What are you listening to right now? *Staind - Right Here

4. What are the last 2 digits in your home phone number? *42

5. What was the last thing you ate? * 4 bites of pasta salad 3 days ago.

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? * Pink (for some reason, I really like that color recently... I used to HATE it)


7. How is the weather right now? *Hott and wet (from rain... sicko)

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? *Frank


9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? *Their eyes and if they have them... Tattoos

10. Is your hair in dreadlocks? *No and it never will be.


11. Do you drink? *Occasionally... Id rather smoke pot

12. Do you smoke? *Smoke What????

13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did? Yeah, Last nite. I dont really remember the car ride home.... All I know is it took 2 minutes to get back to milford, atleast it felt like it. Did I even talk on the ride home??? lol


14. Hair color? *Used to be blondeish...


15. Eye Color? *Hazelish Green

16. Do you wear contacts? *Nope...

17. Whens your birthday? *December 1st baby!!!!

18. Favorite Month? *November


19. Favorite Fast Food? *Someone said Sonic... I'm pissed... I wanna go there!!!!!!!!!!!!


20. Last Movie you Watched? *Without a paddle

21. Favorite Day of the Year? *My birthday. haha.


22. Are you too shy to ask someone out? *Sometimes...Depends on the person but I usually don't ask. lol

23. How many tattoos do you have? *2 but I'm making an appointment to get another one.... Wanna come with me???


24. Hugs or Kisses? *Definatly kisses but Id settle for hugs. haha.


25. Chocolate or Vanilla? *Vanilla

26. Do you want your friends to respond back? *Yeah but they won't.

27. Wendy's or Burger King? *Definatly Wendys


28. What's your Favorite color? *Pink & Black


29. What books are you reading? *Maxim and Stuff... No they arent books!!!

30. Piercings? *Just my ears for now

31. Fav. Movie? *This could take a long time....


32. Fav. baseball team? *Hmm.......

33. Fav. American Idol?" *N/A

34. Any Pets? *Yeah, 2 cats and a fish.. lol

35. AIM/MSN/yahoo SN: *StepOnMe187 (the same for yahoo)

36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? *Kettle Corn.. Haha

37. Dogs or cats? *Depends on the animal

38. Favorite Flower? *Roses that have 2 colors.. They are really called Terracotta (I used to work at a florist)

39. What state do you live in? *CT

40. Do you still talk to your best friends from middle school? *Some of them.

41. What's on your desk right now? *My drink, A printer, and My cellphone


42. Rock Concert or symphony? *Definatly a Rock Concert

43. Play or Opera? *Play

44. Have you ever fired a gun? *Nope


45. Do you like to travel by plane? *Ehh......

46. Righty or Lefty? *Doing what... JK!!! Righty


47. Are you a virgin? *No!

48. How many pillows do you sleep with? *2


49. Are you missing someone? *I dont know if missing is the word I'm looking for

50. Who do you like? *Whhhaaaaaaaa???

1.When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you see? Ugh.. Myself… Duh!!

2.How much cash do you have on you? None, I use my debit card

3.What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"? Breast ( o Y o ) haha.

4.Favorite plant? Marijuana!!!

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone? Tara… But I called her back. lol

6.What is your main ring tone on your phone? I have different ringtones for people who call me.


7.What shirt are you wearing? A V-neck black shirt I wore to work. Ugh.


8.Do you "label" yourself? Nope!


9.Name brand of your shoes currently wearing? Umm… I’m wearing socks.

10.Bright or Dark Room? Dark J

11.What do you think about the person who took this survey before you? Dustins Awesome!!!

12.What's your favorite food? Umm…. I’m not sure

13.What were you doing at midnight last night? Watching TV.

14.What did your last text message you recieved on your cell phone say? Umm I think it was from Kristen or frank…. Not sure what it was (my cell phones not on me)

15.Do you ever click on "Pop Ups" or Banners? HELL NO!

16.What's a saying that you say a lot ? What the fuck!!!!

17.Who told you they loved you last? Wow…. Jeremy!

18.Last furry thing you touched? My cat

19.How many hours a week do you work? 40

20.How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? None… Digital

21.Favorite age you have been so far? My age!!!

22.Your worst enemy? I don’t have one.

23.what is your current desk top picture? Some trippy thing.

24.what was the last thing you said to someone? “They need to call back, I need pot”

25.If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to go back in time to fix all your mistakes...what would you pick? Definatly the money… That way my enemies will want to be friends with me because I have money… lol I’m so kidding!!!!

I love everyone!!!

I am so incredibly happy right now!

I just wanted to make an "I'm Alive" post.

Mwah!

Someone said WHAT???? Oh no they didnt!!

haha. Im just kidding.

Thats me and Elaina :)

Hey everyone! Does anybody have this problem when they try to sign on here?

"The database is temporarily in read-only mode, so creating new login sessions is temporarily down. Please try again later."

Everytime I see that, I want to throw my computer against the wall. lol

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